Tuesday, June 10, 2008

Narcist or Narsis or Narsies...

What ever w called it,,there nothing wrong with over confident,,We are the one who knows what ourown value. So,being narcist its one of many factor can make us become a success person in our life. Never getting afraid if you have to do something which could make you nervous. Just remember that we are the best and we are number 1. Being narcist also could be implemented by over confidence self portrait,,take a look some of my narcist piturres ^_^'


Wednesday, May 28, 2008

mig33's friends....

it ranger-stars : babypink: baby_jade12, blue: nu_celeb (me), red: schyzoid-disorder, yellow: jeansugoi, brown: hamasaki_icha and pink : gokilzlalu

its trio-ranger : nu_celeb (me), gokilzlalu and schyzoid-disorder - from left to right

its baby_jade12, hamasaki_icha, nu_celeb (me) and schyzoid-disorder

Piknik on Ragunan Stasiun n Kampus Bekenz - 17May2008 -

stasiun on KB's kopdar invitation : gokilzlalu, nano _girl (kb), dodol_super, nu_celeb, damar_bastard and elang_coy - from left to right

Friends from cyber,,looks like bullshit friendship. But its not untill me find them all my cyber-friends..and STASIUN going tobe the most exist Room on Mig33..hahahahha...

Monday, March 31, 2008

`missed my LOVELY (r.i.p) nephew - NOEL`

Hell yeah..what a cute baby he is !?!
His name is Arditama Immanuel,,you can called him NOEL.

My lovely (r.i.p) nephew,,missed him so much.

Its been 7 months from his death. Fuihhh..what a bad feeling for me on that day. Its like the end of the world when I lost him.

'Coz I'm the one who always take caring of him,,playing with him,,bring him walking around at home to learn walk.

Sometimes,,I got wonder with God. Is he just having some fun to do in my life ?? struggling on my life ??making my life getting worst ?? First when I was on elemntary school,,God took my little brother,,then 2006 God took my father with Him,,then 2007 He also took my lovely nephew go with him..Aarrrrggghhhhh,,,is there no one could be His toys to be played ha ??why must me,,my life,,my family ??Hate Him..dunno for how long I'm gonna hate God.

Well,,lets forget God for a while,,I just want to send my words and also a song from to my nephew where ever he go now.

Have fun with this song NOEL :

-Missed You so Much-

Sunday, March 23, 2008

*my apologize to my best-frenz*

First i felt like they left me alone n they did their own stuff n start ignoring me. Now,,they also felt like me ignoring them,I found guilty on my heart. These song I hope could representative what I felt to ask an apologize to all my best frenz (Bordil'hoz)

Pls,,to those who get they like what i wrote above hear these songs :

Hope will see news from u all guys ..

my post about my lost..

well,,there come again sad-situation to me on October 2007. My lovely handsome nephew Noel has just passed away.

Hate that..hate God for that moment,,twice in 2 years I lost my family member. Of course one most-powerful question when I know Noel dead is 'Why must now ?'

Day by day,,month by month I walk on my saddest felling situation. Hope my dad n nephew will live up again. But now I know this all just God's games. I must be strong face it. I know theres nothing can knocking me down in my life...And for now and future 1 promise I made to my dad n my nephew is ''I'll do anything for my means anything''. My complicated life is for my mom,,I face n survive to the world also for my mom.

Hands my word,,there never will knocking my spirit to make my mom happy for ever.

Luv my mom, dad n also my lovely 'rip' nephew NOEL

Saturday, March 31, 2007

saat-saat yg menyedihkan..

terjadi setelah adanya pertemuan.
Terkadang pernah mikir ga ??
Kenapa harus ketemu kalo nantinya berpisah ??

Banyak hal-hal yang bagus di hidup gue harus pergi begitu aja. Perpisahan,,sering disebutnya begitu.
Contohnya, waktu bokap gue meninggal tahun lalu. Perpisahan yg menyakitkan, really hurts my feeling. Gue berpikir, kenapa dia harus pergi ? Kenapa dia harus jadi bokap gue..kalau pada akhirnya dia meninggalkan gue ? Kenapa sih perpisahan itu di ciptakan ? Apa Tuhan sebegitu kejamnya, sampai tega ngambil bokap gue dari gue ?
Kehilangan bokap, merupakan perpisahan yg paling menyakitkan bagi gue.

Kemarin, tlg 31 Maret..Gue harus berpisah ama temen2 kerja gue. Karena gue harus berhenti kerja. Lagi-lagi gue mikir, kenapa sih gue harus kerja di tempat itu kalo pada akhirnya nanti gue berhenti n harus berpisah ama temen2 gue ? Memang keputusan untuk berhenti kerja dari diri gue sendiri. Tp yg gue pikir, kenapa gue harus punya keputusan itu. Padahal gue udah seneng banget kerja di situ, temen2 gue juga udah gue anggap kaya keluarga gue sendiri. Lagi, perpisahan telah datang ke gue untuk mengambil temen2 gue. I hate it!!!

Friday, September 29, 2006

i miss my father...

Hello I just wanna ask all u guys to enjoy this song from christina, the tittle is 'hurt' it telling about losing someone who u really love most. Enjoy the music..I always remember my dad when I hear this song 'n I think this is the most beautiful song that I ever heard.

For my dad : You know what ? I will always remember u, I believe you are stiLL in my heart. I love you and I will always do..

Sunday, September 24, 2006

i wish support from aLL of you...

Empp..guys u still remember that now I'm still runaway from my study 'n also from my family right ? From this week, I'm trying to seeking suitable job for me..Honestly, I've been seeking job at the first I arrived in Bandung, but what can I certificates just arrived last friday (sep 22, 2006).. Now, All I want is just a pray 'n support from aLL of you guys. I hope this new part of my Life wouLd be the best part of my Life..

Oh yea, for information (thought if you r courius where I'm gonna post my Job appLication) I'm gonna try to appLy my appLication to oz Radio and Radio Ardan..Hahhaa..maybe I'll got Dj'radio ?? who knows..hahahha